SLOW DAYS

16 days to go... the days feel like they take forever to go by because all I can think about is being home! It's so stressful. I am so anxious like all the time, and I can't hold it in. It doesn't help that all Megan and I talk about is how great its going to be once I'm home. It is great to talk about that, but it just gets me more anxious, and makes it harder for days to go by. I just want to do everything I possibly can with her within the month I'm home. And it is wonderful to know how often I'll be home next semester :) I am so happy how close I am to going home, and how far Megan and I have come in our relationship, and strong we've become. Its rough hearing about all these relationships not working out because someone cheated, or home wrecked, or was ruined because there was no loyalty in the relationship. It does scare me, but I absolutely know nothing will happen. And I know I do ask dumb questions but it really is for no reason... Sorry Megan :( I have absolute trust in us. Cheaters absolutely disgust me, and I know someone that did something dumb in their relationship and I give him shit often. Being faithful is not hard at all, but some people are just to shallow. Well enough ranting. I'm ready to go home and be with my girl :) Im also ready to spend our lives together but one step at a time. I love you Megan :) I'll be home soooooon!