Winter Break

Neither of us has blogged in over a month... But thats because we were finally able to be with each other! :) we didnt have time to complain about our distance problems, but now that we're separated again, we will continue to blog until we are reunited. Its been almost a week since I left home, and it really sucks... Especially since break was so great, and went by too fast... But I will be going home in one month, and be going home more in general, which is awesome :) Anyways, we are back to blogging because no matter what, the distance sucks, but we've proved already that it's possible to make it. We will prove that time and time again. :) <3

36 hours

In a day and a half I will finally be leaving this place, and going home. Finally. It has been too long since I felt the heavy humid air, the salt water surrounding me, and my baby's soft skin. I can't express how relieved I am to know that in less than 48 hours I'll get to be with Megan. It's been long with some rough patches, but theres no one I'd rather go on this journey with, and return home to than her. I love you Megan! I'll be home very soon, and we can do all the fun things we have been planning the past 4 months. Last day of finals, and I'm home free :) Literally. I love you baby!!!

< 6 days left

Well another day goes by, which means I am 24 hours closer to finally being home. It's hard for me to even express how much I wanna get out of here, and be in Hawaii. I didn't have a single final to do today, so I sat around and was forced to entertain myself. But it is too hard to go on Facebook, or Instagram, when everyone you know is already going home, and youre stuck at school for another 6 days. It is really making it suck even more, but hopefully these last days will go by faster. Thank goodness I have Megan to help get me through this. She's been so supportive, and my backbone through this first semester. Through the rough times, the schoolwork, and all the other bs people throw at us, we will always make it out together.
137 more hours! I love you Megan!! :)

last week countdown

Today officially marks the last week of being away from my girl. And it has never felt so good. I am counting down the hours now, to approximately 155 till I land on Hawaiian soil, and into my baby's arms. Its been a long run, but it is almost over thank the lord. First night back, we're going to walk the city Christmas lights :) can't wait to finally be back. 7 more days! I love you babe!!!

picking up where we left off

just 10 more days till my munzbunz is home and back in my arms. I can't wait for him to come home! I'm pretty sure the best part about his coming home (besides the fact that we get to spend tons of time together) is the feeling that nothing's changed. When he's home, we can just pick up where we left off; it's as if he never even left. I remember when he first left and I whined about not being able to see him for 100+ days but those days are finally coming to an end and the feeling is truly spectacular. just 10 more days babe!!! <3

SLOW DAYS

16 days to go... the days feel like they take forever to go by because all I can think about is being home! It's so stressful. I am so anxious like all the time, and I can't hold it in. It doesn't help that all Megan and I talk about is how great its going to be once I'm home. It is great to talk about that, but it just gets me more anxious, and makes it harder for days to go by. I just want to do everything I possibly can with her within the month I'm home. And it is wonderful to know how often I'll be home next semester :) I am so happy how close I am to going home, and how far Megan and I have come in our relationship, and strong we've become. Its rough hearing about all these relationships not working out because someone cheated, or home wrecked, or was ruined because there was no loyalty in the relationship. It does scare me, but I absolutely know nothing will happen. And I know I do ask dumb questions but it really is for no reason... Sorry Megan :( I have absolute trust in us. Cheaters absolutely disgust me, and I know someone that did something dumb in their relationship and I give him shit often. Being faithful is not hard at all, but some people are just to shallow. Well enough ranting. I'm ready to go home and be with my girl :) Im also ready to spend our lives together but one step at a time. I love you Megan :) I'll be home soooooon!

20 more daysssss <3

another day goes by without my munzbunz by my side :(. just 20 more days until we're finally together again. each day without him is one day closer to seeing him again. getting through these next three weeks stronger than ever; I love you Case <3